I can’t open my Bible. I’m so discouraged and disheartened and pissed off at God I’m not even sure where to go from here. I know I heard you. And obeyed. Even to the point of losing my relationship with my daughter in order to follow what you were asking me to do. How could you let this happen? I’m lucky to be alive. I get to spend more time with my children, they get more time with me. But for what? So they can see their mom in pain? I’m just so over it. You are not a comfort or my lifeline today God. I don’t even want to try and understand. #thywillbedone #done
